Mum you would not believe the hell we are going through once again right now, our precious Alan, you firstborn had to have an operation last week and they thing they have found a tumour! how bloody unfair is that? as if being unable to communicate or live with his family is not enough to out someone through. Now it seems your youngest child John is ill too, they are referring him for urgent kidney tests, I am trying to keep them and poor dad going while waiting for my own test results (that really are not as important as the boys) hope you are somehow watching over them Mum they need you xxx